My whole life is a joke and I don’t feel like caring about people at school anymore so I am just going to make my whole facebook a joke
I REALLY WANT TO BRING THIS UP TO HIM ON MONDAY BUT THEN HE’LL KNOW I WAS CREEPIN’ ON HIS E-MAIL BUT THIS IS JUST TOO FUNNY
AND THESE POSTS ARE FROM 8TH GRADE AND I KNOW THAT WAS A DARK TIME FOR EVERYONE BUT THIS KID HAD A REALLY BAD LoZ OBSESSION
Sometimes I google people’s emails from facebook so I can creep on them or in other words find their tumblr
so I just googled this one kid’s AND EVERYTHING THAT CAME UP WAS VARIOUS LINKS TO LEGEND OF ZELDA FORUMS WOW
I MIGHT ACTUALLY CRY I AM LAUGHING SO HARD
“she has this problem being perfect all the time” — BB on me
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Every fucking time.
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Anonymous asked: How do you stop feeling lonely?
WELL I personally stop feeling lonely because loneliness is a weakness and a mental block and there’s no need to feel lonely so I just get over it haha
But I’ll let you in on a secret, I did not have friends for 2 years of my life, and I guess if I really think about it I never really had any friends before then either. All of my friends would move away within a year. Every. Single. One.
So what did I do to fill that void? I played video games and computer games and read and slept; anything that could provide me another world to live in because honestly anything was better than the one I was already living in. I made friends again in late 7th early 8th grade, but it was still kinda lonely and that was the time I became really obsessed with anime, once again stories.
But it’s really not good to do that, I still really love to do it because I have a huge fascination with story plots and I supposed that love came from the time.
So this loneliness lasted for a long time, of course I never really recognized it as loneliness, but what really changed was when I got a tumblr. At first it was like, well everyone is doing it so why not and I was a really dumb kid who loved anime too much. But people followed me anyways. I honestly have no idea why people follow me now and certainly not then, but most of those people came to be my best friends in the whole world.
A lot of them I don’t even talk to anymore, but many of them I do and I absolutely love them and will always love them.
Of course most of the first and a half year I still felt lonely a lot. There were a few people I would tell all my problems too like BB or Arisu, and they were really there for me, like way more than I was ever there for them and honestly I don’t know what I could ever do to thank them ever.
But there were a lot of times when I didn’t tell them anything and a lot of people that I took care of instead of taking care of myself and it made me feel awful and depressed.
But the times I didn’t feel lonely was when I posted stuff to tumblr and people responded, but that almost never happened. People seem to not respond to that kinda thing a lot haha.
How I stopped feeling lonely was fandom and tumblr basically. I made so many new friends through liking the same things and I made such good friends through tumblr.
Honestly, you just need to reach out to someone, it could even be someone you don’t know very well, someone your friend/step-sister introduced you to, someone you even RP with, or even some nerds you dress up with and go to cons with, just open up your heart to someone and you might get a surprising response and you’ll cry, but you’ll laugh too.
It may take a few tries, and some won’t even respond, but you’ll find someone because I found someone and honestly I am a really worthless person, but I found so many people and I love them to death and that’s how I stopped feeling lonely
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Here is a really good summary of my life
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